Tartaruga Feliz

Insight and art inspired by life experiences.

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Half a Person Retrograde

Call me morbid, call me pale
I’ve spent ten years on your trail
Ten long years on your trail
Call me morbid, call me pale
I’ve spent ten years on your trail
Ten full years of my life on your trail

And if you have five seconds to spare
Then I’ll tell you the story of my life
Forty two, clumsy and shy
I went to Berlin and I
I booked myself in at the great P.I.C.T.O.
I said I like it here, can I stay?
I like it here, can I stay?
Do you have a vacancy for a back-scrubber?

He was in pain, and sour
And he told me equally dour
He said I know it looks like I’m drunk but I’m serious
He was angry and mysterious

And if you have five seconds to spare
Then I’ll tell you the story of my life
Forty two, clumsy and shy
I went to Berlin and I
I booked myself in at the great P.I.C.T.O.
I said I like it here, can I stay?
I like it here, can I stay?
And do you have a vacancy for a...

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Forty two and I feel human

Einstein pointed out that everything is energy. So everything we experience around us is energy. We are energy. Our brains are energy and currently operate mostly from 3D reality frequencies. These are objects, places, and our physical bodies. These things are all made of energetic frequencies, vibrating at a rate that we’re used to seeing in this state of consciousness that we operate from.

As I raised my frequency through awareness (and the longer I live in awareness, the higher my frequency rises), I started to perceive other types of energies surrounding me, ones of a higher frequency - where Beings of Light (which is what I call them) exist and operate from. My body started to develop new capacities.

Integrity, and making wise choices seem key in this process. Keeping things clean, so to speak. They can’t lower their vibrational frequency to work with me. They need me to (at...

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What if money is meaningless?

What if money lost its meaning and importance in the world? Would you still put effort into what you’re investing in? Would it change the way you treat people or the relationships you pursue? Would it affect your sense of who you are? What would change for you if money was out of the picture?

When billionaires start giving their money away, publicly advising what to invest it in, one can come to a logical conclusion. These questions need to be personally and sincerely addressed as soon as possible, so a course correction to meaning can follow.

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I’m done with the Art world

Having spent two decades trying to fit into a group that had nothing to do with me, I have decided to move on. It’s one of the happiest experiences of my life to let the past go and follow what my soul desires!

This is something I should have done a long time ago. Fear of change, of outgrowing the somewhat comfortable image I built for myself kept me from doing it. It used to be my main source of income. Now it has become a vicious, oppressive, and arrogantly judgemental place for me to be.

As soon as I started sharing things that were not easy for others to understand or accept, I was censored. It was the final push I needed to jump out of it in search of something meaningful.

I want to write and paint. I want to be able to express myself without inhibitions, without worrying about other people’s reactions. I thought the art scene was the appropriate place for that to happen, but I...

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